The year 2012 got me worked so hard. I’ve faced so many obstacles, cried so many times, and just so many bad memories. But the thing about going through all those things, It made me the person who I am now and who I will become for the upcoming new year.
Before, I wasn’t really into blogging but now I enjoy writing about my day, my thoughts, and just about everything that would express myself.
I don’t have a perfect life and sure, I’m not fully happy. But I do have so many inspirations and motivations that keeps me strong and keeps me moving in life.
To be honest, I thought this person who I have a crush with would be the person who they say they were, but I was wrong. What they have said was so much different to what they did.
I hate it when people just leave me, and just keep me hanging. I mean, I have no patience at all but I do actually wait for anybody. It just irks me when people do that to me.
Sometimes, I wish that I would have my life back as it used to be before when I was still in the Philippines. I had it so easy and so simple, yet I was happy. I just missed my life as being a province boy. But now, things are so much different.
Every Christmas Season, I would always write letters to my relatives and friends from all over the world. I just love writing to them and see how their all doing.
I would never thought that making others happy is something hard to do. I thought it would make me happy, but it hurts as much as I thought.
I have those moments when every time I watch some TV shows that can relate to me and I would break down with tear knowing I was in that position before. And realizing how much I’ve grown as a person.
I get hungry at random times so I would eat at random times. Specially at night, I would get up in the middle of the night just to get some food. Or after dinner, I would get hungry again. The sad part about that is, I don’t gain any weights at all.