At times, keeping it quiet can be the most useful way to express myself. I don’t need to explain and reason myself for all of the things I do, and all of the decisions I make in life because by the end of the day no one would really understand and appreciate how hard I work and how much effort I give. I don’t ask for much, but all I ask for is for someone to have faith, support, and have patience in me through my actions, rather than putting me down and making me look like a disappointment. Most of the time, I’m good at just shaking things off and move on to every problems I face. I always tell myself, It’s just one of those bad days, not a bad life. So I tend to just forget about what I’m going through and put on a smile on myself. But then again, when I lay in bed at night, that’s when everything would come back to me. No matter what I do to keep myself busy for me not to over think about my problems, there isn’t really a way for me to escape. It’s just so many things I keep to myself that makes me break down in tears. Sometimes, I wish I would have someone who I can just talk to that would hear me out. Someone who is going through the same problems as me, that way I know for sure, that person really understand me.
090514 Boiling Grab.
Cynthia’s Adios Party. :)
081914 Look who I found! Posted at HONEYBOBA! (at Honey Boba)
How do I look like with a mustache? :)
Finally, got to see them two! It’s been a long ass time. #bestfriends #teastation (at Tea Station)
Santa Monica Bound.